I went to the window and stood there for a while, watching the field. The goldenrod was still out, late for September, bending slightly in the wind. The maple at the edge of the property had just begun to turn. I thought about the maple on Birwood Lane, the one Harold had planted the year Douglas was born, whether anyone would notice when it peaked this year, whether anyone in that house would think to look.
And then I let the thought go.
Some things you release not because they stop mattering, but because holding them no longer serves you.
I made us both a fresh cup of coffee. We sat back down at the table. Ruth put her hand over mine and left it there, and we watched the light move across the field for a long time without saying anything at all.
That was a Thursday.
On the following Monday at 9:47 in the morning, my phone rang with a number I did not recognize.
A 203 area code.
Connecticut.
I answered.