They stayed another forty minutes. They cycled back through the same appeals — the grandchildren, Harold’s age, the cost and exhaustion of litigation, the idea that I might be being influenced by attorneys who had a financial interest in prolonging the case.

That last one was clever. It was designed to make me doubt Clare, to introduce a wedge between me and the one professional who was genuinely on my side. I noted it without showing that I’d noted it.

When they left, Patricia hugged me in the doorway again, the same stiff embrace as before. Douglas kissed my cheek. Neither of them looked me in the eye on the way out.

I watched their car until it disappeared.

Then I went inside and sat down in Ruth’s armchair and let myself feel what was underneath all the steadiness I had performed for the last two hours.

It was fear.

A real, sizable fear.

Not of Harold.

Not of the lawsuit.

But of the possibility that I would win everything legally and lose my children in the process. That the price of being right would be a silence where my family used to be.

I sat with that fear for a long time.

And then something happened that I had experienced before in difficult years.