“They’ll try something else before September,” she said. “They always do.”

“Let them,” I said.

And I meant it.

But I was also tired in a way that went deeper than a night’s sleep could fix. I drove back to Ruth’s house and spent three days doing very little, reading old paperbacks Ruth had stacked in the hallway, walking the field behind her house in the early mornings, letting myself be simply a person who was cold and tired and who had done everything she could for now.

I needed those days.

The hardest parts were still ahead.

The offer came through Clare’s office in early April. Harold’s attorneys proposed a revised settlement. They would transfer $800,000 to me in exchange for my dropping all litigation and signing a comprehensive release of claims. That was roughly $490,000 more than I had received originally. They framed it as a gesture of goodwill.