They loaded us into the ambulance. Brian first, then me, then Dennis.
Captain Hughes came over before they closed the doors.
“Mr. Patterson,” he said, “we will get the fire under control. Do not worry about the barn. Just focus on getting better.”
I nodded.
I could not find the words to thank him.
As the ambulance doors closed, I looked over at Dennis. He was sitting across from me, staring down at his burned hands. His face was pale. Exhausted. Broken.
I reached over and took his hand again.
He looked up at me, surprised.
“Thank you,” I said quietly.
He shook his head.
“I do not deserve your thanks.”
“Maybe not,” I said. “But you saved us. You came back. That has to count for something.”
Dennis closed his eyes. Tears slipped down his cheeks.
As the paramedics loaded us into the ambulance, I held on to Dennis’s burned hand.
He had tried to destroy us.
But in the end, he had saved us.
Now I had to figure out if I could ever forgive him.
I woke to the smell of antiseptic and the steady beep of a heart monitor. My throat felt like fire. Each breath a sharp reminder of the smoke I’d inhaled.
But I was alive.
And the first thing I thought about wasn’t myself.
It was my sons.
Both of them.