He was hardworking. Honest. Kind. He reminded me of Brenda in so many ways, the way he smiled, the way he tilted his head when he was thinking, the way he cared about things, about people, about doing the right thing.
And I realized that, in some strange way, Brenda had given me a second chance. A second son. A second opportunity to be a father.
“Thank you, Brenda,” I whispered to myself one night as I stood in the kitchen looking out at the dark fields. “You gave me another son.”
But that night, I could not sleep. I lay in bed staring at the ceiling, listening to the house creak and settle around me. And I could not shake the feeling that something bad was coming. Something I could not stop. Something I should have seen.
I thought about the way Dennis had been watching us. The cold look in his eyes. The silence. The distance.
And I realized I had made a terrible mistake.
I had ignored the signs. I had told myself Dennis would come around, that he would accept Brian, that everything would be fine.
But it was not going to be fine.
That night, I could not shake the feeling that something terrible was about to happen.
I just did not know how terrible it would be.
Another week passed.