I parked my truck across the street and sat there for a moment. My heart was pounding. My mouth was dry. I stared at the workshop, trying to build up the courage to get out of the truck.

Through the large front window, I could see movement inside. A figure bent over a workbench, tools scattered around, wood shavings on the floor.

That was him.

That was Brian.

I took a deep breath.

Then I opened the truck door and stepped out.

I walked slowly across the street, my boots crunching on the gravel. When I reached the window, I stopped and looked inside.

He was standing at the workbench, his back to me. He was wearing a faded flannel shirt and jeans. His sleeves were rolled up to his elbows. His hands moved carefully over a piece of oak, sanding it smooth with steady, practiced strokes.

I watched him for a moment.

He looked focused. Calm. Like this was the only place in the world where he felt at peace.

And then, as if he sensed someone watching, he turned around.

He was bent over the workbench, sanding a piece of wood. When he looked up, I forgot how to breathe.

“Can I help you?” he asked.

I opened my mouth.

But no words came out.

How do you tell a stranger that he is your wife’s son?