He hung up without saying goodbye.
I stood there for a moment, staring at my phone. I hated lying to him, but I did not know what else to do. How could I explain that I was driving five hours to meet a man I had never heard of until yesterday? How could I tell him that his mother had kept a secret from both of us for nearly forty years?
I could not.
Not yet.
I grabbed my keys and walked out to my old pickup truck. It was the same truck I had been driving for fifteen years. The paint was faded. The seats were worn.
But it still ran.
And that was all I needed.
I climbed in, started the engine, and pulled out of the driveway. The sun was just beginning to rise over the fields. The sky was pale and clear.
It was going to be a long day.
For the first hour, I did not think about anything. I just drove. I watched the farms roll by, the open fields, the silos and barns scattered across the landscape. It was peaceful. Quiet. The kind of quiet that made you forget the world existed beyond the next mile marker.
But then the thoughts started creeping in.
What was I going to say to Brian?