That was the beginning of my new rule: I don’t avoid the places that scare me. I reclaim them, on my terms.
By spring, the house started to feel less like a trap and more like mine.
We repainted the study. Catherine chose the color, a soft slate blue that made the room feel clean. Sophie picked new curtains. I moved the desk, replaced the carpet, and donated Margaret’s orchid shelf to a community garden.
When I carried the orchids outside for the last time, Sophie watched from the doorway.
“Are you sad?” she asked.
I thought about it. “I’m sad about what we thought she was,” I said. “Not about what she actually was.”
Sophie nodded. “Me too.”
Part 7
The summer after Margaret was sentenced, Sophie learned how to sail.
It started as a therapy suggestion—something that required focus and breath and trust in physics instead of trust in people. Catherine enrolled her in a youth sailing program, and I volunteered to drive her every Saturday morning.
The first time Sophie stepped onto the dock, she hesitated, eyes scanning the water like it might hide betrayal. Then she squared her shoulders and walked forward.
I watched her from a bench, hands folded, heart tight with pride.