The life insurance company opened an internal review after the arrest. They didn’t want to pay out to someone charged with attempted murder, but they also didn’t want to admit they’d nearly written a check to a criminal plan. Their investigators asked uncomfortable questions: when had I first felt symptoms, who had access to my medication, had I ever consented to changes, did I have documentation?

Catherine built a binder like she was prepping for surgery. Dates of my symptoms. Pharmacy records. Lab results. The recorded hotel conversation. The recorded study call. The exact pills collected from my tissue bag. Evidence, stacked and labeled, because that’s how Catherine loves.

I sat through interviews while the insurance investigator nodded and wrote notes. When he finally looked up, his face had changed. “Mr. Whitmore,” he said, “this is one of the clearest cases I’ve ever seen.”

Clear. Another word that should have been comforting but just made me tired.