For a while, I survived the way a lot of people survive when family turns into weather: one ugly day at a time.
I slept on a friend’s sofa in Decatur until her boyfriend got tired of stepping over me in the mornings. I worked the breakfast shift at a diner where the coffee tasted burnt and the floor always smelled faintly of bleach and bacon grease. I picked up weekend hours at a shipping store near a strip mall. I cleaned offices at night two days a week because empty offices were easier than people.
On the hardest nights, I rode MARTA until the last line ran because I didn’t want to sit still with my own mind.
On better nights, I sat in a Waffle House off Moreland Avenue with one coffee, free refills, and an old laptop someone had thrown out after the keyboard died. I taught myself what I could. Coding first. Then security systems. Then the logic of networks. Then money trails. Then the places where desperate people hid their secrets inside spreadsheets and shell companies and fake confidence.
It turned out I had an unusual talent for seeing patterns people thought were invisible.
Data made sense to me in a way family never had.
A ledger never smiled while it lied.