That was the true violence of it for him, I think. Not merely that I had money, but that he had never actually looked closely enough to imagine I was capable of becoming consequential in a language he respected.

Arthur Wexley made a sound under his breath that might have been, “Holy hell.”

Jace laughed once, too loudly. “No. No, that’s ridiculous.”

“Is it?” Vivienne asked without lifting her eyes from the folder in her hand.

My mother looked between us, calculating desperately. “Kairen,” she said, and suddenly her voice went soft in that way I had learned to distrust before I learned long division. “Why would you do something like this without telling your family?”

That question landed exactly where all the others had.

Why would you.

Not we’re sorry.

Not what did we miss.

Not did we fail you.

Why would you.

Because in her mind, even now, the central offense was exclusion.

I looked at her and felt a sadness so clean it no longer hurt.

“Because you loved me according to my usefulness,” I said. “And I wanted to know if there was anything underneath that.”

Her face tightened. “That isn’t fair.”

I almost smiled.

Fair.

From her.