I had been living in my son’s home for two years after my husband, Robert Whitaker, passed away suddenly from a stroke one quiet afternoon while reading in his favorite chair, leaving behind a silence that followed me everywhere I went.
We had been married for forty six years, and I did not know how to exist without him beside me, because our lives had been woven together so completely that I had forgotten how to stand alone.
After the funeral, my son Anthony stood in my kitchen in Santa Fe, looking uncomfortable as he said, “Mom, you cannot stay here alone anymore, so come live with us where we can keep an eye on you.”
I looked around the house that held every memory of my life, and I said yes without asking the questions I should have asked before leaving everything behind.
Anthony lived in Dallas, in a large four bedroom house with a pool and a wide driveway, and his wife Melissa had decorated it in a style she proudly called contemporary farmhouse, filled with white walls and expensive decorations that felt beautiful yet strangely empty.