I stand perfectly still. The porch light is off. A moth taps against the screen. Inside, my family is discussing how to have me declared mentally incompetent so they can seize control of my dead husband’s estate.

Patricia again. “She’ll cry for a week and then sign whatever we put in front of her. She always does what she’s told.”

My hands are shaking. My chest feels like someone is sitting on it. I reach into my coat pocket and pull out my phone.

New York is a one party consent state. I learned that in a compliance seminar at the museum two years ago. It means I can legally record any conversation I’m part of. Or, in this case, any conversation happening three feet from where I’m standing on a public porch with an open window.

I tap record. The red dot glows.

My mother keeps talking. My father keeps agreeing. My sister keeps planning a future that depends entirely on me being broken.

I have the recording. I just don’t know what to do with it yet.

I stop the recording, pocket my phone, and ring the doorbell like I just arrived.