You had debated going. Then decided against allowing whole sections of the city to become haunted by his memory. Fear is a terrible decorator. It rearranges too many rooms.
So you went.
You wore black silk, not mourning black but command black. Your hair was shorter. Your body was still softer in places motherhood had changed, but the softness no longer felt like loss. It felt like evidence. You moved through the room with the kind of ease that cannot be bought because it is made of survival, not styling.
People greeted you differently now.
Not as Álvaro’s wife.
Not as a footnote.
As yourself.
He saw you from across the room and started toward you before deciding, halfway there, that retreat might look worse than approach. So he completed the journey with the expression of a man walking into weather he cannot control.
For a second you remembered the hospital tray, the envelope, the sunlight on the bassinets, the complete certainty in his face as he believed you finished.
Then the moment passed.
He stopped in front of you.
“You look well,” he said.
It was the sort of sentence people use when everything underneath it is ash.
“I am,” you replied.