That evening, I sent two text messages—to Beth, my late husband’s sister.
“Family dinner Tuesday, 5. Need to discuss Danny.”
To Robert, her brother. Same.
Neither asked questions. Just replied, “Yes.”
I spent Monday cleaning a house that didn’t need cleaning. Vacuumed carpets, wiped counters, scrubbed the bathroom sink until it shined. I needed the movement, the routine, something to keep my hands busy while my mind organized what to say.
Tuesday at 5, Beth arrived first. She’d watched Danny grow up, babysat him when my husband and I went to teacher conferences, taught him to swim when I was working long hours at the school. Her hug lasted longer than usual.
“What’s this about, Margaret?”
“Wait for Robert.”
He arrived eight minutes later, still in his work clothes, smelling like wood and paint. We’d built my garden shed together 25 years ago. Stayed friends through my husband’s illness and death. He squeezed my shoulder without speaking.
I served chicken casserole. Simple, the kind my husband used to love. We ate without much talk. Only after plates were cleared did I open my computer.
“I need to show you something.”