I looked around my kitchen. Sunlight through the windows. Coffee on the counter. The blue ceramic bowl I had bought at a street market in college because it matched my childhood drawing of the house I wanted one day. My own table. My own walls. My own quiet.

“I have myself,” I said. “Right now that’s enough.”

Then I ended the call before she could find a new route around the truth.

Kevin texted thirty minutes later.

Take the stupid sign down. You look insane.

I stared at it. Then at the typing bar. Then I put the phone down and went outside to water the little planter boxes by the porch that contained, at that stage, only herbs and good intentions.

My father came in person four days later.

He stood on the porch in a tan windbreaker, both hands in his pockets, shoulders rounded in that posture men develop when they have been sent by stronger tempers and know it. When I opened the door, he smiled in the weak hopeful way people do when they still think familiarity might do the work of apology.

“Hi, Maddie.”

No one but my father still called me that.

“Dad.”

He glanced toward the gate. “Can I come in?”

I kept the chain lock engaged. “We can talk here.”