I defended him too much.
I excused the shouting when he started speaking to me like I was beneath him.
I excused the demands when asking turned into entitlement.
I excused the slammed doors, the nights he came home smelling like alcohol, the broken dishes, the lies, the “I’ll pay you back,” the “you’re overreacting,” the “you always make me the villain.”
Sometimes mothers mistake love for endurance.
That night I came home exhausted from working at the school library. My legs ached, my back ached, and so did my pride from stretching every paycheck to keep a home that no longer felt like mine. Ethan walked into the kitchen and asked for money to go out. I said no. Just no.
He stared at me with a thin smile.
“No?” he repeated. “Since when do you get to say no?”
“I’m the one paying for this house,” I said, my hands trembling. “That’s all that matters. I’m done, Ethan. I’m not giving you another dollar for your drinking, your nights out, or your lies.”
His expression changed instantly. His jaw tightened. His eyes went empty.
“Don’t talk to me like that.”
“I’m talking to you the way I should have a long time ago.”
He let out a cold, humorless laugh.
“Oh yeah? Then learn your place.”