Upstairs, Kristen’s suitcases still sat in my guest room like an infection I needed to remove. The air still smelled faintly of her perfume, sweet and cloying. In the kitchen, glasses stood half-full. In the wine cellar, empty spaces gaped where bottles had been taken.

I walked slowly, touching the edge of a countertop, the back of a chair, familiarizing myself again with the fact that everything in this house—every surface, every silence—was mine.

Then I picked up my phone and opened my banking app.

Every month, automatic payments had been deducted from my account for my father’s luxury sedan and my mother’s SUV. “Gifts,” my parents called them, as if my success was a family benefit plan. At first I’d done it out of gratitude. Then I’d done it out of obligation. Then I’d done it because saying no always came with war.

Goodwill, paid out of exhaustion.

That goodwill was gone.

I canceled each automatic payment one by one, my thumb steady, my heart strangely calm. Each cancellation felt like cutting a thread that had been tied around my wrists for years.