I had been feeling off for weeks, attributing it to stress, to the constant tension of living in that house.
But something told me to go to a clinic.
I sat in the waiting room, filling out forms under my maiden name, surrounded by other women in various stages of life.
When they called me back, the doctor was a kind woman in her fifties with gentle hands and a no-nonsense demeanor.
She did the examination, then the ultrasound, her eyes widening as she moved the wand across my stomach.
“Ms. Vance,” she said slowly, “when was your last period?”
I told her. She nodded, her eyes still on the screen.
“I need you to stay calm,” she said, “because what I am about to tell you is extremely rare.”
My heart started pounding.
“You are pregnant,” she said. “With quadruplets.”
The room tilted.
“Four babies,” she continued, pointing at the screen. “See? Four distinct heartbeats. This is incredibly uncommon, especially without fertility treatments. But all four appear healthy and strong.”
I stared at the grainy black and white image on the screen.
Four tiny flickering lights. Four heartbeats. Four lives.
Four reasons to never give up.