“I imagine freelance work can be uncertain. But I suppose freedom matters more to some people.”
That word—freedom—carried a tone I’d heard before from clients who assumed I couldn’t afford to say no.
“It does,” I replied calmly. “I think freedom is the only real luxury.”
She smiled thinly before Daniel came back into the frame, all flustered apologies. After the call, he didn’t ask what we’d talked about. Maybe he didn’t want to know.
Still, our relationship grew. We moved in together after two years, into a small apartment above a bakery in Capitol Hill. We built routines—Saturday market runs, late-night debugging sessions, shared takeout on the couch while brainstorming my latest project or his next app feature. It was simple. It was enough.
But occasionally I’d catch him staring when I paid for dinner, or when I turned down expensive trips his friends proposed. Once he said softly, “I just don’t want you to feel lesser.”
I looked up. “Lesser than what?”
He hesitated. “Lesser than what they expect.”
That was when I realized he wasn’t ashamed of me. He was afraid I’d embarrass them.