He didn’t mention my name, but everyone who knew what had happened could hear me in the space between his words.
Easter fell on a Sunday in late April. I drove to Fayetteville with a pecan pie on the passenger seat, my grandmother’s recipe, the one with the bourbon crust. I almost turned around twice. Once on the highway and once in my parents’ driveway.
Amanda’s Lexus was parked in the driveway. Jake’s truck was behind it. I sat in my Civic for two full minutes, hands on the wheel, watching a mockingbird hop across the roof of the house.
Then I got out.
My mother opened the door before I knocked. Her face crumpled the moment she saw me, the kind of expression that starts as a smile and collapses into something much deeper. She pulled me into a hug and held on for 30 seconds without speaking. When she let go, her eyes were wet and her chin was trembling.
My father was behind her in the hallway. He was standing straight, parade rest, an old habit, and his eyes were glistening. He stepped forward, shook my hand with his usual firm grip, and then did something he hadn’t done since the day I deployed for my first overseas assignment.