“My sister called me a leech at Thanksgiving in front of my brother-in-law’s commander because I drove an old Honda, never talked about my job, and looked like the easiest person at the table to dismiss—right up until the colonel pushed back his chair and made the whole room understand they had been wrong about me for years”

“Colonel O’Neal didn’t grab my arm because he was being dramatic,” Jake continued. “He grabbed my arm because I was insulting the person who makes his entire squadron effective, the person who makes it possible for me to come home to you and Mason after every deployment, and he couldn’t believe I was stupid enough to do it at her parents’ dinner table.”

Amanda uncrossed her arms. She pressed her fingers to her temples and closed her eyes.

“I called her a leech,” she whispered. “I called my sister a leech, and she’s the reason you come home alive.”

Jake didn’t respond. There was nothing to say.

Amanda didn’t sleep that night. She lay in bed staring at the ceiling fan turning slowly in the dark, and she went through it—not just Thanksgiving, all of it. Every backhanded comment. Every eye roll. Every time she’d introduced Amelia as technically in the Army. Every time she’d made Amelia’s silence into proof of Amelia’s irrelevance. Every time she’d needed her sister to be less so that she—Amanda, the cheerleader, the homecoming queen, the wife of a Delta operator—could feel like more.