He didn’t say anything at first. He just looked at me with steady, measured eyes. Then he gave me a single nod—brief, respectful, military—and walked to his truck.
He didn’t say a word about what had happened. He didn’t need to.
I helped my mother clear the table. We washed dishes side by side without speaking for 10 minutes. The kitchen was warm, and the window above the sink was fogged. Outside, I could hear Uncle Ray’s truck starting. He was leaving early, taking Toby with him. I didn’t blame them.
My mother’s hands were in the soapy water. She was scrubbing a casserole dish with a focus that had nothing to do with cleaning.
Then she said quietly, without looking at me, “I should have said something.”
I dried a plate and set it on the rack. “It’s okay, Mom.”
“It’s not okay,” she said, and her voice broke on the second word.
She stopped scrubbing. Her shoulders shook. She pressed her wet hands against her face and cried, the quiet, suppressed kind of crying that a woman does when she’s been holding it in for two hours and can’t hold it anymore.
I put down the dish towel and put my arms around her. She was smaller than I remembered.
“It’s not your fault,” I said.