Arturo got up and stood in front of me.
"Are you still mad? Lynne, we're already engaged, not just a dating couple. Can you stop being so childish?"
That was when I realized something.
Arguing with him was wrong, and not arguing was also wrong.
Maybe being with him itself was a mistake.
I looked at him calmly, and he avoided my gaze.
"Alright, it's my fault, okay?"
I shook my head slightly.
"You did nothing wrong, and I'm not angry. Let's not dwell on this anymore."
I went to make coffee and checked out updates on Instagram.
I saw Esther's post again.
She was holding Arturo's trophy next to her cheek and took a photo, captioned with [Sleeping peacefully with Arturo's most beloved item.]
It was from a new account, not the one I blocked yesterday.
I opened it and found that we had never chatted before, and I didn't remember when I added her.
Anyway, I didn't block her again.
Let it be.
I got scolded for moving Arturo's trophy, not to mention taking a photo with it.
Turned out only I wasn't allowed to touch it. Others could.
I used to deceive myself, but now looking back, love and indifference were always clear.
I just had been blinded.
It was time to wake up.
Arturo wasn't happy about my rejection.