However, when I walked into the room, I saw him sprawled out on the bed, breathing steadily in his sleep.
My carefully organized emotions instantly lost control.
He knew I was annoyed.
Yet he still went to sleep without any care.
In the past, he would never have acted like this.
When we were dating, I was annoyed for some reason.
He would text and call me continuously. Even if I said it was nothing, he could sense my emotions through my tone and demeanor.
He wouldn't let my feelings go unresolved overnight.
He always lived up to his promises.
Sometimes, we would resolve issues until three or four in the morning.
But he never got tired of it.
He would say lovingly after we made up, "You don't know how afraid I am of making you angry.
"I love you so deeply.
"I care about you so much that I can't bear to lose you."
Now, those sweet words that once made my heart race seemed to turn into shards of ice.
They were stabbing into my heart.
So, was it that he didn't love me enough anymore?
I had indeed noticed the subtle changes in him recently.
He spent a long time in front of the mirror before going out.
He would suddenly smile at his phone.
And he had stopped wearing those formal business suits.