My voice sounded so feral and malicious that it even made me shiver. However, knowing it terrified that whiny Jena felt great.
After that, I did a lot of thinking, grieving all the love I poured onto Axel who was like a bottomless pit. No matter how much I gave, it would never be enough because I wasn’t who he wanted. On the other hand, he had plenty of love to give when it came to Jena. She even had him at her beck and call no matter the time and occasion. Begging for the love of a man like that only made me pathetic.
I never thought mate bonds would be this terrible. If I knew the goddess would put me through such torment, I would’ve run away at first sight.
“I swear, I’d never go through this again.” I got up, sighing.
That night, I didn’t bother going to the hospital and slept in my room like the dead. When morning came, I headed to the pack mansion to bury my head in the documents at the Alpha’s office and get my mind off this joke. I’ve been his secretary for years, and my work consisted of helping the Beta with documentation and running simple errands.