Just an escape from the consequences of his own betrayal. I let out a cold laugh. Was he afraid of upsetting me? Or was he just afraid that if he had told me the truth, he wouldn’t get what he wanted?
Ferry’s selfishness and hypocrisy made me sick.
"You say it so easily, but do you have any idea how much pain I went through? How many nights I lost sleep, thinking something was wrong with me?"
I slowly took the hospital report from his hands and pointed at the results.
"The doctor said I took too many birth control pills. My hormones are completely messed up. It might make me infertile."
"You only ever wanted a child with the woman you love. Did you ever think that I should have had the right to be a mother, too?"
"Now that you’re satisfied, you don’t have to feed me pills anymore. But because of you, I might never be able to have a child."
My voice broke. The tears I had been holding back spilled over, my body shaking with emotion.
"But it doesn’t matter anymore. We have no future, Ferry. I hate you."